Reboot

Too many corrupt files. Wipe the system clean. All memories good and bad. All skill-learning. All philosophical thinking. All mathematical and scientific theorems. 

   These are all of no use to a newborn as you are now once again. The state of non-judgment and unconditional love to which you have now returned has no names for anything. No familiar faces. Only instinct and intuition. These are your guides.

   You are washed of guilt. Let your original beauty shine forth.

Excitement need not be contained. Wonder need not be contained. Upset and hurt need not be contained. Desire need not be contained. Neediness need not be contained. 

   The lie of society is that it holds freedom of expression as a virtue. Do not be fooled. Expression is for the most brave and tough skinned of all warriors because in all likelihood you will be turned away 999 out of 1000 times. This number may seem small but the hurt of rejection that many times can crumble the tallest mountains. 

   When life has hurt and broken you in so many ways you see no way out, rest, see yourself throwing absolutely everything in the trash can and completely start over. Heavenly white space. Whatever appears on the other side of this process is meant to help you. Start over. But never quit.