Desperate

For life to improve. Money. Love. Friendships. Self-respect. Realization of Dreams- and fast! Feel like I’m in the tunnel with no light on either side. There’s light radiating from within me so I can see just enough in front of wherever I look. Otherwise I’m not sure if I’m headed towards success. I’m praying with all my heart and soul. I’m keeping sane but just barely. 

I’m just keeping moving but I can’t do it alone. God, Goddess or someone else will be needed to lead me to the promise land. From silent thoughts of concern in my mind to hush whispers to full on shouting “HELP!!!!!”

Are we all just passengers here? No it can’t be. I refuse that thought and it gives me strength to keep going. Using darkness as fuel. Somehow it works and my Faith grows stronger too. I have momentum now. Let it be enough! Let it be enough!!!! 

Here we go. Lock in. No time for a break. Lock in. Go!